What does a face entail that it can make one go to places which are glimpses of how beauty can make a man surrender his most senile of acts and challenge himself out its vapid meaning. Why can a face inspire and yet destroy at the same time ?? One can long for it but would not get it and only what one can do is to write. some faces are like that .. which have the thing in them to provoke that vein in oneself which is to be kept under wraps because if let loose, it really has to the power to annihilate the core of ones existence. Love.
It should be left like that .. the heart should be left wanting because if it is satisfied then it goes back to sluggishness. It is important that these faces are there, one should never know what is behind them , just know what lies with them and what are the thing which can move you in turn , I see this girl and i realize I can write about her and longing for her ,
She is beautiful, it seems like the whole world has ended in her eyes and her hair has the gleam of the starry night which is playing hide and seek with the drunk moon. her silhouette merges with the fading moon on the horizon in form of rapture which can lead a thousand hearts astray. such is beauty of a women, it can kill and at same time give life.
Last time I fell, I wrecked myself beyond the measures of sanity and the concussions are still there . This time if I fall, I know the end is near. but end in the truest terms is not that which can die but that which cannot live happily. What one wants, one does not get; would create things which are best described as melancholy which will, true, give a lot of flame but at the same time the candle will burn that much quicker. Longing will create best of art but it will create worst of life. she, her beauty is that edge, that sword which can kill as swiftly as it blesses.
Wanting to get inspired from things which can be in real sense of the word be ugly can be quite a contradictory thing in itself. But as humans that is our biggest weakness as well as strength. Weakness because its obvious, strength because it tries to fascade over the impermanence of things which are there. Nothing lasts forever and the pursuit of happiness is quite short sighted than the most of the profound questions which the general population blinds itself from.
When it comes down to it, everyone wants to be happy but it is our definition of happiness that established the circumstances which are necessary for oneself to be happy, this is tricky, but this is human too. At the end beauty is that compromise of contradictions and dichotomies which in turn tell us of our impermanence as well our own way of triumphing it .